THE BAD ME

I'm Happy when I am Happy, I'am sad when I am SAD and oftentimes I'm still happy when I'm SAD

People often say I'm jolly, problemless, comfortable, easy, etc and etc...
Yes I am,  and one thing I really hate about ME is that when I'm MAD I keep it to myself and pretend as nothing's happen (SO PLASTIK)   and let the time heals it. Well the question is why should I hate myself? the answer  is coz i don't know how to scream in the middle of the busy and crowded place.  I'm not Perfect but I'm trying to be, JUST don't ask me for more, because i can only give it  piece by piece please  people don't push me to explode coz i might give the so-called LESS. I Know How it feels like, so please .. please..  keep quite instead,  because it sounds appreciative and worth to LOVE. The more you make noise the more I close me eyes and ears pretending that I know nothing until I forget Everything. So Please, I am doing my best to be in my best understanding so please.

Sabihin mo na ako na walang hiya! walang  konsensya! at kung anu-ano pa ang masasabi ko   "okay lang".

Our Emily Reese

12-day old Emily 

I can't wait to see my Emily,
I Can't wait to hear her beautiful loud voice crying,
I Can't wait for everything about HER
Because Emily is Our LOVE STORY, OUR LIVES, OUR "ALL"

My New Life

"What Makes A Mother"

By: Sharon Ian Barrios-Bucoy

I thought of you and closed my eyes And prayed to God today I asked “What makes a Mother?”

And I know I heard Him say. “A Mother has a baby” This we know is true “But God can you be a Mother,

When your baby’s not with you?” “Yes, you can,” He replied With confidence in His voice “I give many women babies,

When they leave is not their choice. Some I send for a lifetime, And others for the day.

And some I send to feel your womb, But there’s no need to stay.”

“I just don’t understand this God I want my baby to be here.”

He took a deep breath and cleared His throat, And then I saw the tear.

“I wish I could show you, What your child is doing today.

If you could see your child’s smile, With all the other children and say…

‘We go to Earth to learn our lessons, Of love and life and fear.

My Mommy loved me oh so much, I got to come strait here.

I feel so lucky to have a Mom, Who had so much love for me.

I learned my lessons very quickly, My Mommy set me free.

I miss my Mommy oh so much, But I visit her every day. When she goes to sleep,

On her pillow’s where I lay I stroke her hair and kiss her cheek,

And whisper in her ear. Mommy don’t be sad today, I’m your baby and I’m here.’

“So you see my dear sweet ones, your children are okay.

Your babies are born here in My home, And this is where they’ll stay.

They’ll wait for you with Me, Until your lesson’s through.

And on the day that you come home they’ll be at the gates for you.

So now you see what makes a Mother, It’s the feeling in your heart it’s the love you had so much of Right from the very start Though some on earth may not realize, you are a Mother. Until their time is done. They’ll be up here with Me one day and know that you are the best one!

My Beautiful Wife Sharon and Baby Emily

  

Her name is EMILY REESE BARRIOS-BUCOY.
 and HER story begins here